No, i'm not actually and I think that's where I lose most people. It's not that i forget. I remember. I really do. and my feelings are very real. I also realize what a monumental waste of time it is to remain angry or to remain holding on to those feelings. In response, I'll handle it later. In response, I ignore it. Yes, i'm aware how unhealthy it is to bundle up emotions. You see, for that exact reason this is why I do not over indulge in anything. I would prefer to be drunk all day. Would make life much easier. But instead, i hold and save it for an emergency. When i really need a drink. same goes for every other vice or dopamine hit out there. eating and sleep included. Rather than stay angry and feel those emotions put my mind to other things.
Why do this?
What's to come is much worse. What I endure now is nothing compared to what is to hit the world. You laugh and joke now. Do what you may. I don't have time to stay mad. If you could seriously see what I do you'd understand why I laugh now. So, now. I'm not mad. I got work to do. . . look to the ant -The Bible
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